Feeling Crappy

Ugh...today is not a easy day for eating healthy. I have felt so ridiculously hungry all day. After school I usually wait for the students to leave, go to my main classroom, and eat some raisins before heading home. Usually a box of raisins does the trick. This time? Nope, still starving. Not the I-want-to-eat-but-I'll-call-it-starving starving. The my-stomach-is-eating-the-lining starving. Then I headed to happy hour. Two beers, which knocked me on my ass. At home the BF and I mutually caved to ordering out, and ordered a pizza. I put my two sliced into fitday...that brings me to 1977 calories for the day. I even ate 14 ounces of carrots before the pizza got here to try and ward off the desire to eat more than two slices.

It's raining, I'm cold, my classes did not go that well, I'm tired, it that time, my throat hurts, and my hunger is very, very real. Pain from my stomach constantly kind of real. I don't know how this is going to turn out, but I haven't had a food battle this tough yet. Arg and ugh.